I think i'm a sadist. iin?

37% Normal
8 Comments

Okey, this is my problem. I have an urge to hurt my dog. Not only my dog, but other animals as well. And I hit my friend. Not like REALLY hitting her, and she ask me: Why the HELL did you do that? and I allways answer: Well, becouse I'm bored, or : you just stood there, and I figured I'l give it a try. and of course she gets mad. But I can't NOT do it, it's just to tempting. And I've vent as far as killing my rabbit. I know this is really wierd, but is it normal? And I've read about Personality Disorders, and I found this Sadistic Personality Disorder, and I started thinking that's meaby what I have. becouse I enjoy watching other people and animals in pain, and I'm very fasinated by blood, gore, toture and weapons. Are these things normal? couse I mean, humans have killing instincts as well as animals, right?

Is It Normal?
Help us keep this site organized and clean. Thanks!
[ Report Post ]
Comments ( 8 ) Sort: best | oldest
  • [Old Memory]
    12 years ago | pl

    Ever thought of becoming a dentist?

    Comment Hidden ( show )
    Report
    3
    3
  • peterr
    9 years ago | pl

    By your writing I would say you are a black, low-intellect young man with problems. If I knew you I would kill you and do the world a favor. But I would keep it quiet.

    Comment Hidden ( show )
    Report
    0
    0
  • othersonmyside
    11 years ago | pl

    yah probably a sadist but its really not as un common as some people think, important things though you should probably talk to someone about it because sadists actually have brain chemistry that makes them that way and believe it or not there are healthier ways of dealing with it than suppressing it that'll only make it worse believe me, support groups would be awesome if they weren't so bloody hard to find. plus just some food for thought the word serial killer is thrown about allot by people who are afraid of things that actually exist in this world,fact is its preventable and it doesnt make you terrible person, BUT definitively dont ignore it

    Comment Hidden ( show )
    Report
    0
    0
  • zenji
    12 years ago | pl

    I feel bad for you. You're being brave, open, and honest and getting no help for it. You HAVE to find the right person who truly cares about you and what you're going through to help you get non-crackpot psychiatric help. I admire your effort to figure things out. There's a certain numbness you're fighting. Don't stop telling the truth to people you can trust and work hard to resist sadistic urges. I wonder if there's a support group of any kind ???

    Comment Hidden ( show )
    Report
    0
    0
  • jensapa
    12 years ago | pl

    Potential serial killer. That's how a lot of them start out. Get help!!..

    Comment Hidden ( show )
    Report
    0
    0
  • DefinitelyNotNormal89
    12 years ago | pl

    On a serious note Ted Bundy started out by killing dogs, it then lead to his confession of 29 murders (although they believe it was a lot more).

    Although you already know the answer to this; NO IT IS NOT NORMAL

    Comment Hidden ( show )
    Report
    0
    0
  • [Old Memory]
    12 years ago | pl

    I never know whether to believe this even though I know very well these things happen all the time.

    My suggestion, a strong suggestion is to immediately book an appointment with your doctor and tell them about this, about everything. I know it might be scary but someday if this is true, you will end up killing someone.

    Comment Hidden ( show )
    Report
    0
    0
  • dappled
    12 years ago | pl

    Does anyone else read these and think that if maybe just one of them is true, we should be doing something about it?

    Comment Hidden ( show )
    Report
    0
    0