I think i discovered the truth about myself
Last night, I got a sharp, sudden pain slightly under my heart. It lasted for about 2 seconds.
In that time, several excited thoughts flashed through my mind.
"Heartattack?!"
"This is it!"
"Was that ice cream and other junk from earlier enough to do me in?"
"It's over! I don't have to worry about that", (refering to random thought).
"This is perfect- internal pain, quick death."
"Already? Lucky."
Then, after the pain passed, I realized with mild disappointment that it was nothing.
I went back to flossing, but then I paused the music I was barely listening to, contemplating the gravity of what had just happened.
I truly wanted death in the second I thought I was going to die.
Problem is, I had only thought of myself. I still have pets who I'm responsible for.
Also, the speed of thought is incredible.
IIN?