I think hell is right here on earth
Amidst this Coronavirus craziness, with people walking around like vampires with those masks, I feel that 2020 has been a very depressing year so far. It seems as if some strange forces have colluded to take away all hope and optimism. Too bad I gave up on smoking cigarettes, not because I want to live any longer but it's a really sick habit. (I'm 36, just want to live maybe up to 55-60. Can't imagine myself as a person older than that, would be rather dead. Hey that's personal choice). There's some personal stuff going on, my mom is dead, I was really close to her. With each passing year, it seems people are becoming meaner. I have no complaints but this world is kinda going through hell anyway. I feel sorry for all those who died due to Coronavirus but you know, if there is a God, I am sure he would be pretty pissed at today's humans. Our arrogance, selfishness, and hatred makes us not worth redeeming. Be thankful he hasn't sent clouds of volcanic ash or a large asteroid/comet to incinerate everything. There are enough nukes in this world to kill every living organism let alone humans. I'm not religious, just spiritual kind.
Whatever way you look at it, we're in the middle of a Hell on Earth. Humanity is a failed project. The sooner we accept the truth, the lesser will be our disappointments.