I think bout killing people, but only in my head

some people would be holding a knife in their hand with the blade pointing towards their neck. and in my head I would create a scenario where I would shove it in their neck or chest. but the thing is i'm not a violent person at all. I hold the door open for everyone, and I try to help out as much as I can with my friends and or family. Idk if this is a common occurrence in teenagers around 15-18 and i don't want the gov seeing this in my search history and like put me on a terrorist watch list or something like that. also please feel free to comment your thoughts on this topic and share your side of the story in the comments.

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  • TheGreatAmazing

    Yeah, this is totally normal. Especially if your a teen with raging hormones. They're just random freak thoughts. Killing people, stealing, lying, shouting obscenities in the middle of a church service, and killing myself are all random thoughts that pass through my head, but they don't affect my actions or my mental state at all.

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  • InvisibleIgloo

    I feel like everyone's imagined killing someone, even if we have absolutely no intent to do so. I myself always try to put others before me, and I never want to hurt anyone let alone kill them, but I do sometimes think of what it would be like. Stuff like I imagine someone tries to kill my friend, so I kill them instead.

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  • Peel

    Lmfao what the heckles. I mean, holding the door for someone doesn’t really make you a non-violent person lol. Okay, seriously, I do it all the time; I like imagining situations and stories (lots of them are hostage based don’t ask why) because I write a lot, and I channel my ideas throughout my day to have them all refined by the night. If you don’t like/ wanna find a productive way of channeling these, try writing scenarios or even stories based on what you imagine!

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  • khorne

    yeah you're just being an edgy teen it's normal

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