I think about serial killers in strange ways.
For years I've been very interested in learning about serial kilelrs and other crimials. I often watch specials about killers, or movies based off them.
Of course this is a normal hobby, I know many people do this, why else would there be so many shows/movies about them?
However, the problem is, sometimes, I can't help, but to wonder about certain serial killers in a sexual way.
I mean, it's not that I think about myself having sex with them, I am asexual, but still, I will sometimes wonder things like:
" I wonder how big his penis is?" " What do they look like when they're naked?" " I wonder what it's like when they have sex together?"
I know that's very odd, and perhaps creepy to think about, but I can't help. I'm a curious person.
Is this creepy?