I think about killing people every day
I think about killing people almost every day and about just taking a semi automatic into a shopping mall or other crowded place and shooting as many people as possible.
I’m usually a very calm person and I never express anger. I’m small and female so most would people would just laugh if I expressed any sort of anger or violent emotion so I usually try to resolve things lightheartedly and calmly before resorting to emotion. But I actually find it quite calming and reassuring to know that I could just kill lots of people and no one would have power over me to be able to stop me.
I’m not going to actually do it but it looks like good fun.