I sometimes hate those with friends.
Sometimes, I regret having so few friends. I have no close friends anymore, and when I see two close friends or a close group of friends together, regardless of their age, I gain a seething hatred for them. Ever since my sophomore year in high school, I've no longer looked for friends since they all go away and just forget about me for "cooler" friends, and I don't mind that, hahaha. I just hate how I just can't seem to find a good companion. =P Is this normal?