I sometimes hate my kid cause he's like his dad
ive been in a relationship with a man i now totally hate and wish every day he was dead, he has alot of money and its what holds the family togeather as i spend my days feeling so much hate i find it difficult mixing with people or holding down a job i get fired because they say i need help and im depressed, so i took antidepressants and they are not working.
my partner has cheated on me 3 times and nearly every 2 years decides he wants to separate which leaves me and the kids totally smashed our whole world gets torn apart- but when he is in the house he likes to keep his money to himself and only spashes it around when it is the last resort, my youngest son has been to the hospital 7 times for serious injuries and his dad has never gone with him once i do everything and i mean everything for my sons, their dad does nothing but pay the morgage i pay all the bills and the food and everything else from buying and selling, hocking, centerlink loans and whatever else i can do to get by while i have no job.
my older son is now becomming more and more like his father he cares for noone else but himself and jokes and laughs when his brother gets hurt
im at the point i just hate their dad so much i hate my oldest son too now for being like him.
is this normal?