You're probably slightly bi. It's not clear cut straight, bi or gay. It's a scale. So you might be primarliy attracted to women, but also slightly attracted to men. Most people in your situation act completely straight, have a partner of the opposite sex, which in your context, I would fully advise doing.
However repressing your gay urges would be counter productive and decrease your self esteem, so you should accept them as part of you. This doesn't mean you have to enter a gay relationship or come out or anything; just let your self watch gay porn when you want to and don't feel guilty about it, there's nothing wrong with it and doesn't mean you have to do anything gay in real life.
I sometimes entertain the idea of being gay, IIN?
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You're probably slightly bi. It's not clear cut straight, bi or gay. It's a scale. So you might be primarliy attracted to women, but also slightly attracted to men. Most people in your situation act completely straight, have a partner of the opposite sex, which in your context, I would fully advise doing.
However repressing your gay urges would be counter productive and decrease your self esteem, so you should accept them as part of you. This doesn't mean you have to enter a gay relationship or come out or anything; just let your self watch gay porn when you want to and don't feel guilty about it, there's nothing wrong with it and doesn't mean you have to do anything gay in real life.