I should be an epicurean and you should accept it
I don't want to be in charge of what's normal and what's not but in my primitive normality as an alternative to being a hedonist for all normality, no weirdness and no bullshit I just wanted to be an Epicurean and in my primitive adulthood my mind on the absence of weird was a blank slate, with no genius mentality, I only wanted one thing: the normal, the average, the mundane, that's it. My primitive thinking when I was actually thinking was at 25 brushing up on my life and not bettering myself and moving on with my life and no bullshit. It's not bullshit that one belief I truly have. I don't have any other convictions except conformity. So when I'm an Epicurean people should just accept my way of life the way it is.