I sexually experimented as a kid.
So when I(m) was younger I had a friend(m) and he had a little sister and they weren't that normal and they introduced me to sexual stuff, it was mainly her who started it, she was also like 4/5 and we were like 10. But I remember playing Doctors and we dry humped but I remember him licking her privates. Looking back on it all I cringe really hard and I can't forget about it. I keep thinking that they are going to tell someone and they'll twist the story and I'll go to prison for it or something like that. My imagination and anxiety defeat me a lot of the time. I just want to forget the whole thing.