I said yes to something and now I don't want to do it.

When I was a kid I was in the boy scout cult. They do all kinds of weird chants and stuff and then have to pay money for the honor of going out and selling things to people that they also give the profits to the group. Its basically designed to make profits off child labor while indoctrinating kids into seeking military and police and other government pawn positions. It functions exactly like a cult.