I really want to shoplift?
A couple of months ago, I was at an Isetan department store, looking at toys with my little sister. Then I saw this Star Wars model kit, which cost around 40 ringgit. Then I felt this weird urge to steal it, like I really needed it. I don't understand why. I'm not a Star Wars fan at all, and I don't play with toys. But the urge was really strong, and before I even knew it, the packaging was opened and I was just staring at the contents wondering whether or not I should go ahead and nab it. Then I suddenly noticed my sister looking at me weirdly, and I laughed it off and put the toy back onto the shelf.
I have not stolen anything since, but I've always felt those strange urges to steal things I don't even need. Ever since last month, I've been constantly trying to think up plans to cheat security, and I don't even notice myself thinking that way until now. I've been eyeing this keychain at Kinokuniya's lately, and I just really want it. I'm not sure how to get past those CCTVs, but I've been reading up on mall surveillance for a week. I think I'm ready. But I'm still a little scared.
Is there something wrong with me? I've read up on wikipedia on kleptomania, and I really feel that way too. I just need to make sure. Do any of you guys feel that way too? please tell me.