I really am looking for some advice. i changed my personality.

Alright, I'll try to make this not to be too long since people don't like to read long posts. I was walking in Wal-Mart looking for a gift to buy my wife, and I started to feel very emotional when I was in the toy section. I saw kittens, balls, actions figures and so forth. A message came in my head that said "Don't lose hope in humanity, because not all humanity is bad". After that, I broke down crying in the isle, and was sobbing very loud. People gathered around and asked if I was OK, and I nodded my head. They kneeled down and asked me what was wrong, and I told them that I hurt thousands of people in the past, and that I didn't want to live anymore. They helped escort me to the front of the store, and a person said that if I showed love towards others, I would receive love in return.

I am a person who has thought negative thoughts my whole life. This personality I had was scaring people off, and I couldn't accomplish anything that was social. I had no friends for years, and I had no sex life due to this. This personality turned me into an internet troll, and I did malicious and harmful things to people for about 15 years. After this night in Wal-Mart happened, my entire personality changed. People are walking up to me and introducing themselves; women are looking at me; everything is starting to feel 10 times better; and I feel like I just won a million dollars.

Well, that's pretty much it. The advice I'm wanting is just for people to review this and give me their thoughts. What are the additional steps I need to take? What else should I know? I'm even getting emotional just typing this up. Thank you.

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