I rather be with prostitutes or strippers over a real gf
I dont know why but for some reason I enjoy the company of a prostitute or a stripper over just getting a real girlfriend or just a hook up.
I think the reason being for this is because I feel more secure with a prostitute/stripper than an actual woman. I feel like a P/S are not gonna do any harm or interfere with my life as much as a real woman would. I always find that a P/S never judge, disdain, look down or expect anything from me like real women do.
but of course all my friends and family look down on me for this. they say I'm too insecure and I'm failing to understand the meaning of life. I dont know if maybe my mild autism that is making me see the world a little different. most of them tell me that only lowlifes and delinquents would rather be with these type of people. but again I am no delinquent. I never hurt anyone in my life, I've never stole, I've never broken the law, and I got the criminal record to proof it. though I admit that my childhood was not perfect.
but oh well I even had this conversation with my mom one day. she didnt get all hyped up but she did express a few concerns. she said that she would hate for me to continue living this life thus letting it become a vice till maybe the point that I will never know what true love is and be unable to have a good marriage and start a stable family one day