I used to do this. When I got to college I worked through my issues the first year in opening up to a boy.It didn't work out but I learned a lot and have been happy for the last two years and half years with my current boyfriend.
Maybe your problem is you like the idea of what the relationship is going to be like (as you said you wanted to have kids with the one) but don't want to actually go through with it cause it might not be what you expected and destroy your dream.
Definitely do some baby steps..like go out on a date and when you start to feel like your flipping try to concentrate on what makes the guy great and worthy of a shot with you.
I only like the chase not the relationship
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I used to do this. When I got to college I worked through my issues the first year in opening up to a boy.It didn't work out but I learned a lot and have been happy for the last two years and half years with my current boyfriend.
Maybe your problem is you like the idea of what the relationship is going to be like (as you said you wanted to have kids with the one) but don't want to actually go through with it cause it might not be what you expected and destroy your dream.
Definitely do some baby steps..like go out on a date and when you start to feel like your flipping try to concentrate on what makes the guy great and worthy of a shot with you.