I not sure if I want to do national guard of military(air force)

I see what you mean but I'm not a knuckle head who deludes themselves into thinking I'm saving the world or America I only see the benefits also sad as it is if the other countries we turned into shitholes had the upper hand they would do the same thing. all ill do is follow orders and do my time and when I'm done it will be all worth it the worst thing about it for me is that its nothing personal.