I need a blow job.
My wife stop giving me oral sex right or soon after our 3rd child was born. Her reason(s) are too fucked up and long winded for this space here. So I've been getting sucked off behind her back, where ever and whenever I can. A bar fly, a hooker, a slutty coworker. I really do NEED a blow job sometimes. I love my wife. I certainly love and adore my kids. But isn't it normal that I take care of my needs too? I got no steady side woman. It's just a secret selfish act that I feel that I deserve. And I feel no guilt whatsoever. But it sure feels good to vent this to all of you unknown people. Do you think I'm normal?