I'm worried i'm going to be really evil someday

I'm always mocked for being too forgiving and soft by people, but I keep. trying to be a good person anyway. I have so much hatred in me though sometimes, I just know that satan couldn't ever be as evil as me. I want to be good so badly, but it seems like I'm destined to torture and horrify and terrorize people.

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  • MR.mr

    if your telling the truth I understand.
    I try to be a good person and be calm and collected and all that but with the way I think most my friends sincerely think there about a 50/50 chance I'll become a serial killer.

    My dad thinks this as well

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    • Bipolarjetlag

      What do you mean,why do they think that of you?

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      • MR.mr

        Hard to describe.
        I have a surprisingly vast knowledge of how to kill people and hide bodies.
        Violence is not my first resort but I believe and have been taught if you need to use it don't just hurt the other person enough to stop that fight hurt them bad enough that they never fight again.
        I have a strong realist mentality my friends are aware of this.
        I have disturbing reading interests.
        And I come from a family of killers. My dad's tried to hide it from me so I'm sure there are still several I'm unaware of but I know of at least 4 people in my family who have killed someone. And several other cases where they came close.

        There's more but those are some of the big things.

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        • Bipolarjetlag

          Thats very very scary,i will pray for you.

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  • dreadpool555

    sooner or later, you'll give in to your destiny. it's only a matter of time before your goody two shoes act wears off.

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    • satanniggasandpopsicle

      um no

      dont say its a good thing to be evil

      wtf lol

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  • Man, this is awkward, you signed into the wrong site. Tumblr is that'a'way.

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  • SeriousChipotlePirate

    Everything was ok until you brought religion to it..

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  • satanniggasandpopsicle

    You should release your frustration on a punching bag or something.

    Find a way to get it out, or it might consume you, like your feeling.

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  • donteatstuffoffthesidewalk

    yall could git a job with the tsa

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  • RoseIsabella

    So you want to be a Bond villain?

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    • AbbyNormal666777

      Loved this answer. Very amusing amidst the perpetually attention seekers, who just need to find positive outlets, instead of turning their deep seated fear and anxieties into dominance. We must all make a choice:
      Good vrs Evil.
      Bond or Bond villain?
      Who really wins in the end?

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      • notactuallymyname

        "Who really wins in the end?"
        Bond. James Bond.

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  • Cuntsiclestick

    If being too soft is what's causing it then perhaps you should work on not letting people take advantage of you?

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