I'm unsatisfied sexualy, and i'm thinking of another man
I have been married almost a year now and I'm not getting what I need out of the sex I have with my husband. It's really not his fault I was his first and he just can't hold his load, and he is really bad at oral. I have been with other guys before so I know what the good stuff feels like and I am starting to miss it. All my husband ever wants to do is "make love" but you understand somtimes you just want to be fúcked out of ur mind.
Lately I have been txting alot and spending time with a friend of mine. We talk alot about sexual things and like to tease eachother about how we could really ravage eachothers bodys for hours. But I would never cheat and it's just talk right? I have recantly begun to enjoy a random fantisy about him becus he is a army boy and could really give me what I am craving. Like I said tho we would never do anything and besides he is being deployed at the begining of next month.
Is it normal for me to want him and dream about him cuz I'm not getting what I need in bed?