I'm still in love with her
I am still in love with my ex and I still think that god wants us to be together see I broke up with her but only because anytime we weren't next to each other or around each other she would accuse me of flirting with another girl or even fucking another girl and I was tired of it because I never cheated she said she trusted me but I was beginning to think it was all a lie but she was in love with me because she did whatever I asked her to do In and out of the bed yeah we kept each other satisfied but I knew she wanted something else and what she wanted I wasn't ready to go her and the was a ring take note we were sophomores in college but now since our breakup I haven't been able to stop thinking about her I haven't been able to stop lusting for her and if I had female company we hangout and everything is fine but I can't seem to kiss or show too much affection it's like I am still trying to be faithful to this girl while being single Ik it's crazy but it's what I feel as of now it's been about six months since our breakup and we still both are single Ik she is because we still text sometimes but not as much as before and definitely not as much as when we were together. I miss being with her kissing her and holding her I am way more ready to settle down now then I was then mainly because I am financially stable well stable enough to get a ring but I really don't know if she would want it because she told me that she moved on. What should I do?