I'm sexually attracted to electronics & robots?
I'm an adult woman, and recently I've had to come to terms with the fact I'm sexually attracted to robots and electronics. No, this isn't a joke.
I can't pinpoint where it started or how old I was, but I'm genuinely attracted to my mobile, my laptop, and all my previous mobiles. My switch turns me on, as does my PS4. The more technical power it has, and the slicker and newer it is, the better. I'm also attracted to the boston dynamics robots, and animatronics in general (unless they look like animals. I can't get behind those.); Cocona Kosaka is my current crush.
I am also attracted to humans, this isn't a robot or electronic only thing.
I know this isn't normal as such, but I need to know if anyone feels the same way, or if there's anyone similar. I feel embarrassed and lonely. I'm afraid if anyone irl finds out, they'll think I'm disgusting.