I think it's mostly because I feel like I am a lot like this character. I don't know why I dream about him all the time, I think it's because I subconsciously have the desire to be more masculine because I associate masculinity with strength, and this character is the one I feel most like emotionally. In the dreams where I'm this character, I always achieve everything I want and am respected by everyone. I've been abused by a boyfriend, and I wished I was stronger so I wouldn't get pushed around.
I definitely don't think I'm in "love" with an emotional character. That would be weird, and so would dressing or acting like the character. I've occasionally drawn or written this character, but I write more original stories than fanfiction.
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I think it's mostly because I feel like I am a lot like this character. I don't know why I dream about him all the time, I think it's because I subconsciously have the desire to be more masculine because I associate masculinity with strength, and this character is the one I feel most like emotionally. In the dreams where I'm this character, I always achieve everything I want and am respected by everyone. I've been abused by a boyfriend, and I wished I was stronger so I wouldn't get pushed around.
I definitely don't think I'm in "love" with an emotional character. That would be weird, and so would dressing or acting like the character. I've occasionally drawn or written this character, but I write more original stories than fanfiction.