I'm not a lesbian but i want to...
f* my best friend.
One night, she and I got drunk and she said she wanted to see what my nipples looked like (we were talking about how large nipples run in my family earlier) I refused to show them to her so she lunged at me and pulled my boobs out of my my bra and shirt. She grabbed and pulled them until I recovered from the attack and pulled my shirt down. A few minutes later she did it again and I was too tired to fight her. She made a move to put her mouth on them but her boyfriend (who is very sensitive about lesbian activities) put a stop to it and pulled her off me.
On another occasion we were, again, drunk and she asked me if I ever "played with myself" after admitting she did, I said i did as well. She then proceeded to "show me" how she did it (through her panties).
On yet another drunken occasion, she pulled her boyfriend's c* out and gave him a BJ right in front of me (on the pretense that she wanted to "show me how its done" Even though I know how). I pretended not to watch but i was intrigued. She didn't do it to completion but ever since then, I can't get the idea of licking her snatch out of my mind.
I don't like girls and never have, but I have had many a great orgasm to fantasizing about it. It's on my mind constantly and all I can think about is the next time we're drunk what kill happen. I hate it because I don't even think she's cute. Ugh I hate myself!
Is it normal?