I'm not a lesbian but i want to...

f* my best friend.

One night, she and I got drunk and she said she wanted to see what my nipples looked like (we were talking about how large nipples run in my family earlier) I refused to show them to her so she lunged at me and pulled my boobs out of my my bra and shirt. She grabbed and pulled them until I recovered from the attack and pulled my shirt down. A few minutes later she did it again and I was too tired to fight her. She made a move to put her mouth on them but her boyfriend (who is very sensitive about lesbian activities) put a stop to it and pulled her off me.

On another occasion we were, again, drunk and she asked me if I ever "played with myself" after admitting she did, I said i did as well. She then proceeded to "show me" how she did it (through her panties).

On yet another drunken occasion, she pulled her boyfriend's c* out and gave him a BJ right in front of me (on the pretense that she wanted to "show me how its done" Even though I know how). I pretended not to watch but i was intrigued. She didn't do it to completion but ever since then, I can't get the idea of licking her snatch out of my mind.

I don't like girls and never have, but I have had many a great orgasm to fantasizing about it. It's on my mind constantly and all I can think about is the next time we're drunk what kill happen. I hate it because I don't even think she's cute. Ugh I hate myself!

Is it normal?

Is It Normal?
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  • Damn, I ate that pie

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  • yes normal do it all for mankind.

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  • As long as you aren't hurting anyone and you both are conforatble, feel free to try it. Just don't screw up a good friendship for this idea.

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  • Seems to me that your friend has no taboos regarding sex. It%%u2019s ok but she doesn%%u2019t have to impose her lifestyle on you. On the other hand, you don%%u2019t have to stand there and watch or participate if you don%%u2019t want to, no matter how drunk you are.

    If it bothers you, you should say something to her when the both of you are sober. I know it can be hard though. You can also stop seeing her or just stop drinking with her.

    If you had fantasies about it, it does not necessarily make you gay or bi or whatever. Sometimes fantasies are just that: fantasies, something you wouldn%%u2019t want to happen in real life. But, if you do feel an attraction and engage in sexual activity with her, it%%u2019s also fine. Many heterosexual women have had gay experiences in their life as part of their %%u201Clearning curve%%u201D. It%%u2019s up to you to decide what you want to do.

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