I'm going through an emotional dark period
I've been feeling really gloomy about a month now. I have my parents and my fiance who support me, but sometimes I feel lonely. It gets so bad that I get panic attacks.
For example; a few days ago my aunt's came over to my parents house. I was in the living room while they were in the kitchen. I was doing fine until I had what seemed like temporary amnesia. I was asking who I was and why I was there. Then I got the most extreme panic attack I've ever had. I went to my room and tried to calm down. That didn't work, so I decided to call my fiance and he went to get me. Ever since it started there's not a single day that I don't have a panic attack.
I've tried doing the things that make me happy, but nothing seems to work anymore.
And no I'm not trolling around! I can't stand it when I say what's going on and people don't give a damn!