I'm going on a date in like a week and i'm feeling nervous
Ugh I'm just hoping I keep my cool, I feel like it's been so long since I've even socialized with ANYONE let alone a whole date with someone I've never actually met before, shes really cute and I'm taking her climbing and she seems excited but suddenly I'm feeling insecure as shit and I'm not feeling excited just worried.
Kind of wish I felt more confident, do I just fake it till I make it? I guess if I go in without any expectations it can't be that bad. I was so excited for the last week but today all of a sudden I feel worried, I think I dont feel good in my skin today so I dont feel sexy and therefore can't imagine her being thrilled seeing me, other days I feel great though I dunno if it's dysmorphia or not but I'm pretty sure I'm not unattractive I just feel incredibly insecure in my appearance rn and it's making me feel like I wont be able to relax and be myself because I'll be afraid I look terrible.