I'm attracted to emoticons

Recently I've been using the Internet. And got in contact with emoticons. Since then I've been surrounded by them. I don't meet many people in real life so I just see emoticons instead of faces most of the time. I've had a crush on several of them. They make me happy, too. Sometimes I wish I could touch their tiny round bodies. Especially an angry red headed smiley makes me horny. I imagine his skin is hot. Moreover, I often wish I could transform to a smiley myself. They're so simple and efficient at the same time. I even think smilies look different depending on the person who uses them. There are times when I'm obsessed by emoticons. I stare at their shiny cute eyes :) or want to hug them.
Is it normal?