I'm always lonely

reach out, you've got two pretty solid connections. you'd be surprised how much people are willing to help with these kinds of feelings. its not all on them though, your mentality matters. give the annoying people another shot. dont be afraid to tell people what you're interested in; i find a lot of common ground in tv shows n things like that. do you have a job? make friends at work or network with customers. pick up a commonly read magazine at chapters and buy a coffee if you're REALLY desperate haha but you get what im sayin