I love to watch porn with girls getting electrocuted and stuff

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This is weird cause I'm a girl and I'm like 98%% sure I'm straight. I just love to see them in pain. Another weird thing is if I watch a vid with a guy being tortured I get grossed out. Another thing is that I think I might like to be hurt myself but I don't even know I'm a virgin. I don't know if this is rellevent but I have been diagnosed with anxiety/depression for other reasons. Also idk if this is relavent but I have a really hard time making friends with girls and I don't trust them at all.I'm scared that this fetish thing is gunna cause problems or I'm gunna grow up being a freak but I can't help it!!! Like I'm not a violent person I don't know what's wrong with me. Help?

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  • anon77
    12 years ago | pl

    Ok, the odd and unusual always have a certain draw the exiestance of freak shows over the centuries prove that.

    The lack of trust, is not uncommon we each join social groups and default groups tend to be easiest to join. i.e. Girls with Girls and Guys with Guys. That you see a guy being hurt and feel revulsion could be because you identify with them more.

    As far as making friends with a girl find one that shares a common interest as you so you will have a new "group" to join.

    As to liking the infliction of pain.. there will be some here that will tell you its quite normal, this is often because they share in that and wish to be seen as normal and not odd. The majority (massively) do not like really inflicting pain on others.

    May I recommend reading Maslow on the Hierarchy of Needs.

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  • infddi
    13 years ago | pl

    Well, I think it's normal. I'm the same way, and used to feel thesame way about having girls as friends. Then this one girl made me realize I like girls. Maybe that's not true for you, but don't discount the idea. I was pretty homophobic, but she changed my mind. You never know.

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