I love lesbian porn to much

What kind of women want to be with a young male (21) who is into way to much lesbian stuff. Im like watching TV and some hot chick comes on and im thinking about spanking it to her. The problem is i end up spanking it to hot lesbian porn. I like watching women kissing primarily and touching. Seeing to women being erotic together is the only thing to make me cum. How am i supposedto find a chick who wants to be with a guy like me? What type of women like me? How do i ask the question or present that i love lesbians.. I need some advice bad. im not bad looking at all nor am i an outcast. I just want to be in a relationship that i can be honest and have a family.. please help!