I like to pretend i'm a female online?
I know a lot of guys pretend to be girls online for personal gain, like how in MMOs they'd do it for free items or money. Recently I've discovered I also really enjoy pretending to be a girl online.
To clarify, I'm pretty sure I'm heterosexual. I find no real attraction to men when I see them in real life with maybe one exception but I knew him real well as a best friend, meanwhile there's no end to the amount of girls I find attractive.
I just like to pretend to be a really energetic, flirty, sometimes slutty girl online. In games I'd pretend to be a "damsel in distress" who needs a "big, strong man" to save her, and then proceed to stroke said man's ego and get turned on knowing I'm probably boosting his confidence big time by being his prize.
I'd also let said guys win against me a lot (without making it obvious I'm doing so - put up a little resistance at least) and then shower him with praise and compliments about how badly he owned me to further boost his ego and simultaneously get me so aroused in a way few things can match. Especially if they respond by rubbing it in my face - whole other level of arousal when they respond by laughing in victory, let me tell ya.
I just really love playing the role of a submissive girl that, try as she might, will cave in to the masculine charm of a more skilled male.
I've not once thought of or desired to become transgendered or cross dress. And I never will, as I'm perfectly happy being a dude in real life. But there's just some strange thrill in being subservient to a guy's whims online, even if there's 0 attraction to men in real life for me... though when a guy sends me a dick pic I get a bit hot and bothered by it.
I dunno. It's probably pretty weird, but how many other people feel similar? Is it more normal or common than I thought? Real confused about my sexuality right now to be honest.