I like anal sex but not men!
I am straight and have strong desires for women. In my teens a friend and I used to play with each other cos we were too young for girls we knew. I dont't find men's bodies at all attractive and kissing/holding men repels/repulses me - total turn off!
I recently have discovered the intense delights of anal fingering while jerking off after hearing about the g-spot. It makes me think I'd like to try a hot c*ck in my ass and I know a 'gay' friend who might do that. Its as if I like the body part but not what its attached to !! Just looking for a cheap self-indulgent thrill...I guess I'm just a perv who'll try anything once!
I also see this as being negative and self-destructive somehow...this anal stuff makes me feel guilt,dirty and regretful. Anyone else have this after anal masturbation??