I know what I want but don't want it?

you sound like me, i kept finding guys who were assholes or that just didnt have everything i want and we didnt work, its frusterating puting in all that time just to have it go south, i actually gave up on dating for three years until one day someone amazing came along and then i was ready again. just wait until someone comes along that has everything you want and you wont have to worry about itr anymore