I keep pretending i am tall

i am short. very. i have short legs. short arms. short body. but more importantly, short legs. i feel soooooo afraid of using simple shoes. i will use heels as often as i can. and i also try to hide the fact i am using them! i use wedges and cover them with my long jeans (long for me, sigh) i would even put in platforms in my sneakers so that i wouldnt look short while doing exercise. i hurt myself with this. as in my feet hurts! i cant seem accept that i am SHORT! i am not bad to look at. i have a curvy figure. my legs and arms are just short. i am not bullied or made fun of but i hate standing next to friends and just feel so tiny! even when im wearing heels. i feel like tiptoeing everytime i am without footwear. any advices?