I just can't do shit
Okay so i am just curious bc i wanna know if this is something that happens to other people too or if it's a problem I have. Maybe it even has a name i don't know. Help me please.
So i just can't do anything, like at all.
Whatever it is that i have to do it takes me ages to start it. It's not that i am procrastinating bc i don't wanna do it, I sometimes really want to do whatever i have to get done but my brain just, doesn't let me start.
Once i started the task i usually can get it done efficiently and pretty quickly if i am inspired/concentrated but it just takes me so long to start.
It's not laziness either.
My brain won't let me.
And it could be applied to studies, or work, or projects, even stuff i enjoy like playing instruments. I have fun doing it but grabbing the instrument and just preparing to play something takes a tool out of me.
And sometimes it's also about stuff like going to the bathroom. I can be 1 h holding it in bc i just can't get up of the sofa to go pee. Like i just prolongue it for no reason.
It's so hard to start a task.
Do you guys know anything about this?