I have vivid murder fantasies. iin?
IDK, I have fantasies about going on killing sprees in public places, and have from the time I was very little. The only thing that's changed as I've become an adult is that they aren't "power tripping" fantasies anymore as much as "revenge on society" fantasies. Basically they are fantasies about flipping the bird to the world and getting a "vengeance rush" now, whereas when I was small (>5) there was something different there... something more.... sinister?
Do most people experience this kind of thing from time to time, or at least know what I'm talking about how it was diff as a kid? Like w/smooshing bugs?