I have thoughts of killing people when i get angry !

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i'm a teen and i have suicidal thoughts and urges from a reallyyy young age that i can't remember .when someone makes me angry these thoughts comes to my mind . i think of torturing him or doing anything really bad to this person . i never think of hurting my self but i can in any moment of anger kill someone even my mom , i sometimes have the thought of killing everybody around, keep staring at them and really feel good about it . but in real life i freak out when i see blood .but i feel like i can go for it anytime
i really need help

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  • Eric118
    9 years ago

    For a lot of people it may sound normal, but if you are angry with people to the point you wanna kill them and this is very frequent too, you should really seek anger management therapy before you do something you might regret.

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  • [Old Memory]
    9 years ago

    Seems normal.

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  • mountain-man82
    9 years ago

    See a physchiatrist.

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    • [Old Memory]
      9 years ago

      Everyone who suggests to see a psychiatrist has likely never been to one because they are a waste of time and often cause more problems than they solve.

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      • mountain-man82
        9 years ago

        While it is true that some times it is a waste of time, like when I went for PTSD, there are many others that have benefitted from it.

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        • [Old Memory]
          9 years ago

          The mental health system where I live is shit. Half the appointments I have gone to were even misscheduled without my notice and when I had gone they never tell me anything I didn't know. I often have left in a bad mood and no psych doc or councilor could ever understand someone else better than the patient knows themselves. I have a hard time understanding what they could possibly tell somebody that they couldn't have figured out on their own.

          One thing I have benefited from them is bringing in guests who are having trouble understanding me so that the therapist can explain things better to them when I am having trouble communicating something, but they have never given me advice I couldn't think of on my own.

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          • mountain-man82
            9 years ago

            There are very many people that dont think as rationally as you do. They may actually need advice because they cant think like you. So it can do some people good.

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    • molk
      9 years ago

      where i live people that goes to psychiatrist are crazy for sure

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      • mountain-man82
        9 years ago

        You sound crazy

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  • Discogirl3000
    9 years ago

    Your phycho

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