I have this serious urge or desire
I get the urge or desire now and then that I wish I still had a male friend close enough that I could discuss with him how bad I really want to be able to hold another guys cock and even play with it and even try sucking on one again. I had a gf present once and she was open enough to tell me to go ahead and not to worry about it. It was quite a turn on knowing she was watching me while I was learning how to suck on another guys cock. I'm sure there are other guys that feel the same. Also, how do the ladies feel about it ? Do they want to watch, help, or go for a drive ?