I have lost all hope.

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  • Anonymous Post Author
    8 years ago | pl

    I am sure you didn't mean for this to be as rude and condescending as it is, but you make it sound like the goal I have worked toward my entire adult life is not a worthwhile one and that stings a bit. I have wanted to be a drag superstar since before the show was on the air. I have been working the clubs since I was 17.

    Ru has always been my inspiration. When I was a kid I used to listen to her radio show on KTU in NY and watch her talk show on VH1. She is my hero and idol. The constant rejection of my application makes me feel that the person I admire the most feels that I am not good enough, and that is what really stings.

    Also, I am not planning to off myself. I just meant that the joy and purpose in my life is missing.

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    • Short4Words
      8 years ago | pl

      Your right.

      But what is it about being a drag race superstar that matters so much to you?

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      • Anonymous Post Author
        8 years ago | pl

        What makes anyone's dream so important to them? It's hard to say. But when I preforming I feel so beautiful. It's what I love to do.

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