Thanks for your comment it made me feel better, He is brilliant he really is.. His very different to me with how laid back he is and he doesn't let things bother him, whereas I'm different. Im so scared I'm gonna loose him with all of this, as it's just getting worse I'm getting depressed ( I used to be months ago ) and I just feel like I'm hurting him with how low I am. I feel like one minute I'm ok, then if something bothers me like if his on his phone for ages while we're watching a film together I just switch into this horrible evil person :( that's when arguments start and I just get really low and again it's another night ive ruined. I just want this all to stop and to be happy with him, I wanna be normal and not crazy and to be a different person
I have issues, it's breaking my boyfriend and I apart
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Thanks for your comment it made me feel better, He is brilliant he really is.. His very different to me with how laid back he is and he doesn't let things bother him, whereas I'm different. Im so scared I'm gonna loose him with all of this, as it's just getting worse I'm getting depressed ( I used to be months ago ) and I just feel like I'm hurting him with how low I am. I feel like one minute I'm ok, then if something bothers me like if his on his phone for ages while we're watching a film together I just switch into this horrible evil person :( that's when arguments start and I just get really low and again it's another night ive ruined. I just want this all to stop and to be happy with him, I wanna be normal and not crazy and to be a different person