I have a strange morality

...And it's not philosophy, religion or science, but think the one thing: selfishness, which, in various ways, is common, since half of everyone thinks selfishness and pride are the only good (and that Christianity and anything else altruistic are the only evil), summarised in my own development of 11 rules: pride, greed, selfishness, self-interest, self-preservation, self-reliance, self-respect, self-esteem, self-cherishing, and without self-sacrifice or self-denial. It's that simple, all the self concepts and I think anything with self (except self-gratification and selflessness in any form) is good. I can explain I'm the opposite of a hedonist: it's rational (and simple), selfishness isn't about pleasure, luxury or gratification, it's about self-sufficiency, I don't have the theory that everyone's selfish, as one moral religion would say that gives it a double meaning, but I believe without selfishness there's no ego, as, since I was selfless I had no ego, as I before didn't care one bit about myself, because I didn't care about the opinion that it's crap, but wanted praise for my actions. I'm not without honor, as I often get advantages when I demand them, the 'Man Of Honor' pinned on me is such an honor I demanded, as this self-appraising is selfish, but I get a lot of flattery, "flattery will get you everywhere", and was told "you're nice and kind & well-behaved", does this overwhelm you with a considerate love? I believe there are no good selfless deeds, if I continue with selflessness everyone's telling me I have an ego, it didn't exist, ego means self, I had no self, and now I have a self, so the ego is a good thing, and pleasure's part of the ego. Is it normal?