I have a lot of really horrible fetishes, iin?
Instead of writing out a long post, which I had done.. I'm just going to list them to make myself sound slightly less evil.
Attracted to young girls, I won't go into more detail than that. You can take it the dark way, or take it the literal way.
Sniffing a girls butt crack and butt hole. Also having her sit on my face. This is my biggest one.
I fantasize about my girlfriend (actually my ex girlfriend) cheating on me. I know of cuckoldry, but I don't get turned on thinking about it with any other girls. Just my ex from 10+ years ago.
And last but certainly not least evil... having a girl who (LETS ME) drug her so she will be unconscious and I can do whatever I want to her.
I also can only watch videos of girls giving blowjobs when I watch porn, and I'm always looking for ones that look like my ex, and will sometimes pause them on certain spots where it looks like her, take a screen shot, and save it labeled under her name, as if it's really her.
Other than that, I wake up, go to work, pay my bills, love my family and friends and my pets. I just have a lot of horrible fetishes... Are they horrible?