I have often found myself wondering what it would be like to truly feel the things I have to fake. But no matter how hard I try, it is an alien concept for me to care for someone enough to take my own life before theirs. In answer to your question, no I do not hate myself at all. I am very content with every aspect of my life other than the annoyance of not being able to feel like other people, while keeping up a constant facade.
I have a constant powerful urge to kill, need some advice?
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I have often found myself wondering what it would be like to truly feel the things I have to fake. But no matter how hard I try, it is an alien concept for me to care for someone enough to take my own life before theirs. In answer to your question, no I do not hate myself at all. I am very content with every aspect of my life other than the annoyance of not being able to feel like other people, while keeping up a constant facade.