Wow, it must suck that you are basically living a lie. I find it baffling how you could possibly like yourself. You should fucking hate yourself! Now, I'm not saying you should kill yourself, but at least you would kill yourself before harming anyone else. Maybe if you hate yourself enough, then you can change, but I honestly can't imagine living with no empathy.
I have often found myself wondering what it would be like to truly feel the things I have to fake. But no matter how hard I try, it is an alien concept for me to care for someone enough to take my own life before theirs. In answer to your question, no I do not hate myself at all. I am very content with every aspect of my life other than the annoyance of not being able to feel like other people, while keeping up a constant facade.
I have a constant powerful urge to kill, need some advice?
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Wow, it must suck that you are basically living a lie. I find it baffling how you could possibly like yourself. You should fucking hate yourself! Now, I'm not saying you should kill yourself, but at least you would kill yourself before harming anyone else. Maybe if you hate yourself enough, then you can change, but I honestly can't imagine living with no empathy.
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I have often found myself wondering what it would be like to truly feel the things I have to fake. But no matter how hard I try, it is an alien concept for me to care for someone enough to take my own life before theirs. In answer to your question, no I do not hate myself at all. I am very content with every aspect of my life other than the annoyance of not being able to feel like other people, while keeping up a constant facade.