Hey, what's up? Don't feel too bad, there are plenty of people in the same boat as you are. Not knowing what to do about something that keeps bothering you is really hard to handle. But the cool thing is, you came to the right place. We're here to help.
You must make a pact with yourself: to never do the things that you keep telling yourself to do, if you know that they are bad. That is the first step; it's like making a vow with yourself. You must agree to never enact the spontaneous thoughts that you receive, less you end your own life and disappoint those that you know care about you--think about how they would feel. It would be a living nightmare for them. This is a very important step.
Secondly, seek professional help. I'm not talking about websites on the internet, though they help in their own way, but a professional 'listener' won't judge you immediately without hearing all the facts, and, won't divulge anything to your family; and that's really important.
Thirdly, these thoughts, these voices, are from a part of you that needs attention. I'm not talking about you who gets to go do stuff, try on new clothes and stuff like that, I'm talking about an 'inner' you. This person...is almost like a 'separate' person--some religions say that this is exactly what these so called evil vision come from--and, that this person needs 'your' reassurance. Like, you need to start talking to this inner person, making sure, he or she is caught up on things, make sure that he or she is being introduced into the world along with your own self. This is very important. Because, if you ignore this person, you start seeing this inner person throw temper tantrums, start giving you evil thoughts...but it's only because this inner person wants attention; no, it needs attention; and that's a good thing.
Basically, you have two people inside you--yourself, and another 'deeper' person. Yourself is out in the real world, while your inner self is buried within. Don't smother this inner person, or ignore it, because you need it. Have you ever heard of intuition? Well, that's where it comes from, this inner person, who is able to see what is 'not' seen by you in the distracting realtime world. This inner person looks out for you, tells you about people and things that are hidden, gives you insight, and so on...
I know this might sound weird to you. There is a lot of stigma in this country about trying to understand our inner selves, and that leads to a lot of sad and hateful people not knowing who they are, and what they want in their lives. But it's only because they've not been taught to see inwardly, as well as outwardly. You can do this! And, along the way, you'll find out so much about yourself, what you can 'see' about people and things without even trying, and, most importantly, what you can pass on to others about what you've learned. Because I know, I've had my own thoughts, visions, and have had to face them to find out that it's only because I wasn't paying attention to them that they were turning out bad. Pay attention, and show others how to do the same thing, and watch yourself change.
I have a constant powerful urge to kill, need some advice?
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Hey, what's up? Don't feel too bad, there are plenty of people in the same boat as you are. Not knowing what to do about something that keeps bothering you is really hard to handle. But the cool thing is, you came to the right place. We're here to help.
You must make a pact with yourself: to never do the things that you keep telling yourself to do, if you know that they are bad. That is the first step; it's like making a vow with yourself. You must agree to never enact the spontaneous thoughts that you receive, less you end your own life and disappoint those that you know care about you--think about how they would feel. It would be a living nightmare for them. This is a very important step.
Secondly, seek professional help. I'm not talking about websites on the internet, though they help in their own way, but a professional 'listener' won't judge you immediately without hearing all the facts, and, won't divulge anything to your family; and that's really important.
Thirdly, these thoughts, these voices, are from a part of you that needs attention. I'm not talking about you who gets to go do stuff, try on new clothes and stuff like that, I'm talking about an 'inner' you. This person...is almost like a 'separate' person--some religions say that this is exactly what these so called evil vision come from--and, that this person needs 'your' reassurance. Like, you need to start talking to this inner person, making sure, he or she is caught up on things, make sure that he or she is being introduced into the world along with your own self. This is very important. Because, if you ignore this person, you start seeing this inner person throw temper tantrums, start giving you evil thoughts...but it's only because this inner person wants attention; no, it needs attention; and that's a good thing.
Basically, you have two people inside you--yourself, and another 'deeper' person. Yourself is out in the real world, while your inner self is buried within. Don't smother this inner person, or ignore it, because you need it. Have you ever heard of intuition? Well, that's where it comes from, this inner person, who is able to see what is 'not' seen by you in the distracting realtime world. This inner person looks out for you, tells you about people and things that are hidden, gives you insight, and so on...
I know this might sound weird to you. There is a lot of stigma in this country about trying to understand our inner selves, and that leads to a lot of sad and hateful people not knowing who they are, and what they want in their lives. But it's only because they've not been taught to see inwardly, as well as outwardly. You can do this! And, along the way, you'll find out so much about yourself, what you can 'see' about people and things without even trying, and, most importantly, what you can pass on to others about what you've learned. Because I know, I've had my own thoughts, visions, and have had to face them to find out that it's only because I wasn't paying attention to them that they were turning out bad. Pay attention, and show others how to do the same thing, and watch yourself change.