I hate when my bf hangs with his friends
hey guys im the 20 yr old girl with the 28 yr old "boyfriend" - i dont really know what we are right now.
anyways, him and i had plans tmrw to go to the beach, but its not happening anymore bc his school-mates are getting together to work on a project. i asked him if we could hangout after he gets back and he tells me he cant bc its his friends birthday dinner... I FUCKING HATE HIS FRIENDS. they are nothing but 30-40 yr old gross ass immature jerks. theyve never really been mean to me but their personalities are horrible. he said theyre only gettinf dinner ( i know that his friends will go out after dinner)
and so i asked if we could hangout after and he got annoyed ih me asking that because he knows i only asked to make sure he wouldnt go out afterwards. not gonna lie thats kinda true.
but im just so anxious for tomorrow night and i dont know what to do to calm my anxiety. im most likely gonna drive around looking for his car and making sure hes home by 11. who knows what ill do. i just dont want to be lied to. and its hard for me to text him and he be "hows it going" , "where are yall at now" or whatever bc i dont want to come across as annyoying and i dont want him to think im going backwards in my progress.
i just have a lot of trust issues. im going to therapy but im only on my 3rd session. i just dont know what to do ;( were not hanging that much rn bc we need to work on ourseleves but i think im going to see him easter for a bit.
any help helps... thanks