I hate my brother

You need to see a doctor . That's crazy

I was bullied by my older brother and not in the usual sibling way ether, he tried killing me in fits of rage a few times and I grew up in his shadow.
I'd happily behead that bastard or riddle his body with fucking bullets if given the chance.

yea its pretty normal. ive got a bro like this and hes a fag...

Not to sound too philosophical but from what I know and have experienced you'll think that you hate him and want to kill him. However after the next day he's just your "brother" again and you can't help but have a soft side for him. Or maybe that's just me? Good luck with coping!

yea u rite for now i don't answer or something,,but it is no choice rite? my dad and my mother hates us when me and my brother is angry and i think it is not good to my parents thanks...

Maybe he is jealous of you. My sister gets jealous of me and that's why she is always so negative with me so maybe it's the same situation with you and your brother. When he is negative towards you don't listen to him and call him out on it every now and then. I know this is easier said than done but maybe you could try giving him support and encouraging him when he does something right and keep on doing it. I have been taking that approach with my sis and even though I fail at that from time to time I still continue to try and encourage her. Things have gotten a little bit better for us.

no iam not jealous but he is always always negative with me about all things sometimes is good sometimes are not:(

Maybe you are jealous of him. Does he intimidate you or push you around? Why do you hate him so much.