I hate hanging out with my friends
I don’t know why I just don’t want to have anything to do with them. I mean I want to have close friends but there’s a lot about me that I think would push them away and I don’t want them to leave me. Already it seems my family has taken steps back from me because of things I’m doing but it’s hard to stop. I can’t stand hanging out with my friends because I’m afraid they are going to discover who I really am. So to me it seems best to keep them at a distance so that way, I can keep them as friends but we won’t be close so they won’t abandon me. I see a few of them twice a week but that’s it and the rest I’ll text once a month. Is this normal?