I hate getting caught looking
I'm a woman and I know it's ok for me to check out my own boyfriend. But I hate getting caught looking. Even when we're alone I don't check him out unless his head is turned so he doesn't know that I'm checking him out.
I love it when he looks at me though. He takes a solid look before he even tries anything. It makes so happy.
But even when I do get caught looking I make sure it's just a quick glance. I've acted like this with all of my past boyfriends too. Am I normal?