I had to be too shy so why was i then?

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I was in 10th grade and this cute HUUGE booty girl had this obvious big crush on me. I knew for sure becaue in one of the school emergency drills in homeroom the class was in this dark safe room where no one could see shit. Had to be about 15 seconds after until she pinched my butt.

Thing is i kept rejecting her and guys asking me do I like her and I kept saying no but the reality was i had a big crush on her too.

I wanna know why was I too shy because it's something I regret. BTW, im still a virgin and will be 22 next month. I couldve lost mine at 15 years old WOW!!

Should have gone with it. 56
Why is this i don't even... 16
It wasn't your time. 40
Your mind wasn't fully developed yet. 40
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  • equanimity
    12 years ago

    When you're a teenager it feels like everyone knows and is in your business; like you would never be able to just have a relationship with her without everyone else knowing about it, commenting on it, and pestering you with questions about it. That can be a huge deterrent! It's the reason I didn't lose my virginity until I was 19. I had so many opportunities, but I didn't like being under the microscope about it (I grew up in a small town).

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    • Anonymous Post Author
      12 years ago

      dude thats exactly how it was for me. they were doing that same thing and it would bother me. people wanting to be in my business is annoying to me because i only allow it if i KNOW theyre cool with me. i know this because of my gut feeling and that usualy always works for me

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  • Shackleford96
    12 years ago

    *What is this I don't even...

    I think it's normal.

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  • Corleone
    12 years ago

    You should stop living in the past and find another girl. It's been seven years, stop worrying about it.

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  • Pipi-Lisinho
    11 years ago

    You're just abnormally shy.
    A shame but real.
    Don't seek an explanation of the unexplainable.
    These are character features... You can try to overcome it though...

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